Senseless Verisimilitude

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Harold Edgerton

I am a Harold Edgerton fan, as I am a fan of many deconstructions of common conceptions of time.  It amazes me how an arrangement of silver specks fixed in two dimensions as an image on a sheet of paper can so powerfully inform and misinform us about qualities of all four dimensions (the four we are aware of, at least).  
This Edgerton photograph of a bouncing steel ball is old and imperfect.  Technological advances have since added, exponentially, miraculous qualities of verisimilitude to photographic images.  Yet, as we evermore perfectly photograph reality, by its own rules we create evermore perfect illusions, evermore removed from reality.  
If you held this print in your hands—sensed the ‘ahah!’ dance of steel and time simultaneously measured and on the lam—you might face a new dimension as you turned the print on its edge.  Illusion, reality: where did they go?  What qualities does this object now have that it did not have a moment ago?


Gavin W Sisk
July 23, 2013

Afternoons

It’s not a need for death,
but sleep:
without the cut
of waking up against the heat of
endless days;
us,
dragging broken lives
over tangled ill intent and lies.

Woken hours adore hot sun;
break bread,
share red wine,
sweat in folds of satin sheets,
glow in ink of short regrets
left tied
under scented pillows—
afternoons shed minutes
singly.

Cool rain diffuses day-end hues;
attempts sedation
with a fugue
but cleans and polishes the pain.

Drag me up the talus slope
so rocks can scrape away
my sins
as dry old skins of past regrets.
I’ll leave nights of
brambled moons,
wake in rough-hewn
afternoons;
walk in pain
but breath in billows.

For a friend.

Gavin W Sisk
May 2014